Post by Hittikiri on Jul 22, 2005 22:27:38 GMT -5
This is a story I would like to call, FFVII gone GOD AWFULL WRONG! Hell most of this story isn't even about Final fantasy. Ok I warn you, this story could take over thirty minites to read, but trust me, its worth it. It has crazys and other things. GO TO THE LINK FIRST THEN READ UNDER IT!!! Yeah thats right, theres so much stuff that I have to link it! Ok now heres the link:
www.demon-sushi.com/warning/me1.html
Now you that you'v probaly read over 30 minutes, heres som more reading for you!
This is a quote from a website from the same person:
Now after you read that, read this:
Here is the writing I wanted you to see, you have to scroll down roughly halfway to get beyond what you've already read, but I'll just C/P it here.
unfortunately, that's not the end of the story for other people.
You know how i said jen would write down the screennames of people she saw me IM?
enter two former friends of mine, mire and mellon. mire is the saddest case, because i knew him literally since birth. we were really great friends, for a while had a little something else going on too. then he started going through an emo-kid phase that i can't fuckin stand and we pittered out.
but through it all, he kept talking to jen. and he believed everything she said. i won't go so far as to say i lost a friend because of her, because our friendship ended more because of being a teen and less because of her. but they were always IMing eachother, and she would support every bad choice or bad social move he made. part of the reason he became such an angsty teen was listening to advice from her. now is it no surprise, he lends her money and visits her now?
mellon. oh mellon. this is a horror story in and of itself but let's just sum it up really fast and say mellon wants in my pants, but i don't want mellon in my pants. when mellon finds out, mellon goes running to jen. jen accepts her as the 'new zack.' yeah, and they do the exact same thing to her. the scary part is jen also encourages her delusion about BECOMING ME. mellon gives jen money and i think lived with them for a short period of time. she was all into their magic stuff. at one point, i was hanging out with Captain McCool (who i will mention in a minute) and mellon became utterly convinced that the Cap and i were coming to her school to put 'curses' on the theatre shop.
Cap and i were actually going to hang out wiht our other friend who goes to the same school, reno. but mellon ran around the shop chanting gibberish and sprinkling vodka. she declared it was free of bad spirits from me (whose name reverted to soshi rather than zack) and 'evil cap'. jen apparently tells mellon that cap and i are always attacking her 'psychicly' and mellon believes it. mellon is just another kid falling into their trap.
reno is actually someone they TRIED to fuck with, but reno listens to me first, having the good sense to say 'hey, i know this person longer than i know this jen chick. maybe they're telling the truth and she's lying.' so he was able to keep it at 'link exchange for websites, nothing more.'
remember aeris? yeah...there's a sad story. she got out...only to fall back in with them. see why i was so afraid? and Captain McCool is even more afraid than i am of being sucked back in.
so they're gradually trying to suck more and more people in to do the same thing they did to me to them, but honest to god, i was a 'success' case. i got out before it got bad. you want to start feeling sick to your stomach?
Captain McCool's encounter
i'm going to use a fake name here, because the Cap doesn't need this shit spread around about him. he is too cool for that. if he asks me later to take this down, i'll be more than happy to do it. but captain, i wanted to put it up here so people know what they did to you and what they could do to anyone else.
cap knew them before i did. but when i knew them, cap was on the out and out. i was there payign the bills, so they had no real need for cap. i DO know that once cap got into a car accident in his car with them there. what i know of cap's story is muddled. i adore cap and i'm friends with one of cap's friends. but it's a fucking painful memory for him. he can't even think about it straight. this stuff hit cap way deeper than it hit me.
cap is a sensitive kind of guy. the kind of sweet, funny and wacky kind you know in high school. you can joke til the cows come home but you also know that they are not made of bricks. stuff that would shake and scar a normal person might seriously hurt cap. and that's exactly what happened.
i guess it was after i left, they needed someone new. so they put in for cap to come up and live with them. he'd visited their place a few times, but really did not have the money to just drop everything and move in. he had an okay job, he was going to school, etc. he couldn't just drop everything and go live on the loony farm. but they kept pressuring him. because he's such a nice guy, cap agreed, even though he didn't WANT to. but he had to think of a way to back out without getting into trouble.
lucky for cap, fate was on his side. his car got crushed. he was badly shaken, cause basicly a semi nearly made a sandwich out of him and the guardrail. but he could excuse going up for a little while longer. when he got a new car, it was way too expensive for him to just blow shit off and be expected to pay for everything by them. and he knew that was what they wanted.
so with them breathing down his neck and calling his house demanding him to come there NOW, he panicked. he had his mom tell them that he'd been beaten up and was in the hospital. they believed him and left him alone for a little while. but he felt horriably guilty for lying. eventually, they found out and began to scream at him. that ended their friendship.
but before then...
just one thing. and cap, i can delete this if you want.
they had him stuck in a chair and forced him to watch while they 'raped' eachother.
this is the morale destruction they worked on. grinding your brain down to paste and then building it up again. it's hard as hell to pull out of that. cap still doubts himself, still wonders if he's a bad person for trying to get away. he's still fighting it. recently, cap had a breakdown. he's doing much better now, but it was greatly compounded by these asshats adn what they had made him do and see. just like me, they took his money. but unlike me, captain mccool was stuck in it longer. cap's friends have told them off many times, but they still chase after him. still heckle him. they still hold that power of terror over him.
for that, i want to kick their asses. no one should live in fear of someone just reading what you had for lunch today. nobody.
nobody should have to hear that 'evil cap' is apparently casting 'evil magic' on some random middle school theatre shop. you shouldn't live with that over your head.
but it gets better.
let's call her bean.
let's call her bean. bean is someone who's already appeared in this story and plays a major part. bean is not jen, but bean is the last person you'd expect out of these to have taken this abuse. i am using the name bean because i am fairly sure bean does not want any of this known to the world either.
bean had it pretty good. jen respected bean, for a while. but. bean was also a workhorse at times.
one of the things bean had to do to bring home money was sell her blood. in state college there is a blood donation clinic. i went with bean but i know she went once every two weeks because that is the most often they will let you donate. jen could have donated herself, but she refused. bean paid for jen's red meat, toys and trinkets with HER BLOOD. the one time i went with bean i was going to do it myself- but because of a lot of crap that doctors did to me as a child i was too freaked out to go through with it.
but there bean sat, in a sterile chair, a tube running out of her arm like this was perfectly natural. i think it was 45$ for each donation. nobody should have to sell your BLOOD to survive, i'm sorry.
on top of this, bean still lives with them. bean lives in their attic, and jen ignores her now and goes to fuck the new girl angel. bean has to be very quiet. if she makes noise, they yell at her. for a while, bean almost thought about leaving. she was all prepared to go. she was going to pull out because she realized jen was only after her for her paycheck.
but jen's 'financial senses' went a-tingling and she sunk her hooks back in. beans friends were horriably dismayed, they wanted bean out. but unless someone wants to leave, there is no way to get them away from that. bean is still there, is now back to being stuck there. all we can do is hope that someday bean gets out and stops being part and parcel to the crap they do, but chances right now look slim. i hope that bean reads this and rather than getting angry and defensive wakes up, packs her bags, and walks like i did.
it can only get worse, man.
oh god this is so much longer than i thought it would be. but it has to be said.
the cult
jokingly, back int he days beforei knew what was going on, someone said it sounded like jen had a cult. haha, funny funny. not really. i've had a good long look at ex-cult.org in recent years, and it's a fucking cult. jen not only believed she was a fairy queen, but she was the last sorceress. and an alien magic user from the stars. and an angel. the would teach us all the right way to do things. only she could do it, anyone else was just wrong. hojo was her priest.
we could not talk to our families or friends. we had to give up all our money. we were brainwashed. we were controlled. we worked for the cult. we renounced our own beliefs and accepted jen's. anyone who argued was immediately against us. ie, aeris. aeris was BAD. ie, evil cap. cap left, now cap is EVIL. if you want a little cut and paste, just compare this to what i've told you.
SOME ABUSES OF RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS:-
1. ABUSE OF INDIVIDUALITY
They adopt a "groupness" mentality. They are not permitted to
think for themselves apart from the group and only accept what
they are told.
2. ABUSE OF INTIMACY
Relationships with friends, relatives, spouses, children,
parents etc are broken or seriously hampered.
3. ABUSE OF FINANCES
Pressure to give all you can to the group. In non-communal
groups, members usually live at the lower socio-economic strata,
not because of a lower income level, but because they are always
giving money to the group for some reason.
4. "US VERSUS THEM" MENTALITY
Isolation from the community in general. Anyone and
everything outside the group is seen as "of the devil" or
"unenlightened" etc. Their enemies now include former friends;
the Christian church; governments; education systems; the media
- the world in general. Those who are involved with these in any
way see such involvement as a "means to an end".
5. ABUSE OF TIME AND ENERGY
The group controls and uses almost all the members time and
energy in group activities. They are usually in a constant
state of mental and physical exhaustion.
6. ABUSE OF FREE WILL
They must unquestioning submit to the groups teachings and
directions and their own free will is broken. Their "will"
actually becomes the groups "will" without their realizing it.
This is done either by coercive methods including low protein diets
and lack of sleep, or over a period of time through
intimidation. Both methods make heavy use of "guilt".
small, yes. but a cult, yes. and they claim more and more all the time.
currently, i know there are at least two other girls in this group. angel, jen's 'new' girlfriend, and some chick from california. they are always looking for more. they patrol otherkin, otakukin, multipul, soulbonding...wtf have you communties where people are 'different' and would fit their mould of someone to joint he cult. they latch onto anyone creative or new to the ff7 fandom. it's the freaking ff7 tenticles of odessa.
i am not joking about any of this. i'm writing it to warn people. don't get sucked in like me or mr. mccool did.
okay...i'm winding down now.
how you can identify/avoid them
i will tell you one thing- if you refuse to go TO someone's house, you will never meet them. jen never goes to visit anyone. they have never attended a convention, despite constantly saying they will. you should not be afraid of running into them at a convention.
they are all in their aproximate twenties. jen is heavyset and on the taller side, with a pudgy face. last i knew her hair was long (about mid back) and brown. renee is also pudgy, but shorter, and with wirey, curlier hair. she wears glasses and when she smiles she wrinkles her nose, squints her eyes and shows her teeth (sometimes. if she's trying to be 'hojo' she just glares). i don't know much about angel or this new chick.
online, they own hojo.org and echthros.net. hojo's jounal is megmurry, jen's is always changing. they own the community fires_rekindled. hojo will also use the accounts echthros and hojit.
angel uses the account angelari although has about four thousand others we've found she MIGHT be nomanisamirage, and even if not, that is a person in their inner circle as they admin the fires_rekindled community and have hojo and jen friended.
jen is currently using shadow_dancing but like i said, it's always changing. you can tell jen by her extreme list of 'multipuls', quotes from songs, quick proclimation that she is in a harry potter house and acting like a cat in her user info. her interests also include the kinds of things she likes to lie about doing, like 'court dancing'. she also lists 'mako tanks' and 'lab coats' along with every final fantasy game ever (excluding my beloved XI ) in her interests. she is also using kronos_syndrome, but this is for one of her imaginary personalities so she will claim to be a man or various other things using it. her AIM is kronos syndrome. just to warn you.
lately jen seems to be claiming she has asberger's syndrome. don't be fooled. she is batshit crazy but this is NOT one of her problems.
(thanks marysia for the great online detectivework finding all these accounts!) hojo alone is pretty safe to talk to online, but be prepared to backpeddle very quickly.
they go by too many names to readily list. jen will claim she is any job under the sun. a doctor (because she has a labcoat), a teacher, a pilot, a priestess, an artist, a voice actor. usually more than one of these at one time. hojo is more modest. they currently live in a fairly large farm house in PA, but i don't know what town exactly. it is not state college any longer. they have cats.
usually jen will try to contact people via phone as quickly as possiable.
if ANYONE who seems KIND of flakey says 'spend some time at my house' BAIL IMMEDIATELY. i will never trust people online like i did before i met these people.
they do not like people who netspeak. if you want to try to gracefully back out, try netspeaking for a while. or pretending to be really really stupid and blunt and say stuff like 'lol magic iz not real' or 'card tricks yeah my bruthr doesthos' or something.
in Mr. McCool's case, one of his best friends could NOT bring himself to liking them. he tried real hard, but jtus couldn't do it. a good tip-off is if your friends seem to think they're flakey and don't like them, there is a reason for this.
any of the people who have any experiences with them i've left out, feel free to comment with it. i'll add it up here. once sheezy is back up, i'll cross post this. i plan to make this a specific website too. i want to get the word out. i'm four years past these people, but that doesn't mean they're gone. they can still hurt other people. i feel guilty having not said something before now.
seriously. someone read this, someone realize who you've been talking too, someone get saved.
---
EDIT
i actually RAN OUT OF SPACE writing, so i am starting a new entry on this. i will link it in a second. www.livejournal.com/users/genkicrack/339703.html
Now that thats all the what do you think? Do you think its false, or what? You decide.
www.demon-sushi.com/warning/me1.html
Now you that you'v probaly read over 30 minutes, heres som more reading for you!
This is a quote from a website from the same person:
Now after you read that, read this:
Here is the writing I wanted you to see, you have to scroll down roughly halfway to get beyond what you've already read, but I'll just C/P it here.
unfortunately, that's not the end of the story for other people.
You know how i said jen would write down the screennames of people she saw me IM?
enter two former friends of mine, mire and mellon. mire is the saddest case, because i knew him literally since birth. we were really great friends, for a while had a little something else going on too. then he started going through an emo-kid phase that i can't fuckin stand and we pittered out.
but through it all, he kept talking to jen. and he believed everything she said. i won't go so far as to say i lost a friend because of her, because our friendship ended more because of being a teen and less because of her. but they were always IMing eachother, and she would support every bad choice or bad social move he made. part of the reason he became such an angsty teen was listening to advice from her. now is it no surprise, he lends her money and visits her now?
mellon. oh mellon. this is a horror story in and of itself but let's just sum it up really fast and say mellon wants in my pants, but i don't want mellon in my pants. when mellon finds out, mellon goes running to jen. jen accepts her as the 'new zack.' yeah, and they do the exact same thing to her. the scary part is jen also encourages her delusion about BECOMING ME. mellon gives jen money and i think lived with them for a short period of time. she was all into their magic stuff. at one point, i was hanging out with Captain McCool (who i will mention in a minute) and mellon became utterly convinced that the Cap and i were coming to her school to put 'curses' on the theatre shop.
Cap and i were actually going to hang out wiht our other friend who goes to the same school, reno. but mellon ran around the shop chanting gibberish and sprinkling vodka. she declared it was free of bad spirits from me (whose name reverted to soshi rather than zack) and 'evil cap'. jen apparently tells mellon that cap and i are always attacking her 'psychicly' and mellon believes it. mellon is just another kid falling into their trap.
reno is actually someone they TRIED to fuck with, but reno listens to me first, having the good sense to say 'hey, i know this person longer than i know this jen chick. maybe they're telling the truth and she's lying.' so he was able to keep it at 'link exchange for websites, nothing more.'
remember aeris? yeah...there's a sad story. she got out...only to fall back in with them. see why i was so afraid? and Captain McCool is even more afraid than i am of being sucked back in.
so they're gradually trying to suck more and more people in to do the same thing they did to me to them, but honest to god, i was a 'success' case. i got out before it got bad. you want to start feeling sick to your stomach?
Captain McCool's encounter
i'm going to use a fake name here, because the Cap doesn't need this shit spread around about him. he is too cool for that. if he asks me later to take this down, i'll be more than happy to do it. but captain, i wanted to put it up here so people know what they did to you and what they could do to anyone else.
cap knew them before i did. but when i knew them, cap was on the out and out. i was there payign the bills, so they had no real need for cap. i DO know that once cap got into a car accident in his car with them there. what i know of cap's story is muddled. i adore cap and i'm friends with one of cap's friends. but it's a fucking painful memory for him. he can't even think about it straight. this stuff hit cap way deeper than it hit me.
cap is a sensitive kind of guy. the kind of sweet, funny and wacky kind you know in high school. you can joke til the cows come home but you also know that they are not made of bricks. stuff that would shake and scar a normal person might seriously hurt cap. and that's exactly what happened.
i guess it was after i left, they needed someone new. so they put in for cap to come up and live with them. he'd visited their place a few times, but really did not have the money to just drop everything and move in. he had an okay job, he was going to school, etc. he couldn't just drop everything and go live on the loony farm. but they kept pressuring him. because he's such a nice guy, cap agreed, even though he didn't WANT to. but he had to think of a way to back out without getting into trouble.
lucky for cap, fate was on his side. his car got crushed. he was badly shaken, cause basicly a semi nearly made a sandwich out of him and the guardrail. but he could excuse going up for a little while longer. when he got a new car, it was way too expensive for him to just blow shit off and be expected to pay for everything by them. and he knew that was what they wanted.
so with them breathing down his neck and calling his house demanding him to come there NOW, he panicked. he had his mom tell them that he'd been beaten up and was in the hospital. they believed him and left him alone for a little while. but he felt horriably guilty for lying. eventually, they found out and began to scream at him. that ended their friendship.
but before then...
just one thing. and cap, i can delete this if you want.
they had him stuck in a chair and forced him to watch while they 'raped' eachother.
this is the morale destruction they worked on. grinding your brain down to paste and then building it up again. it's hard as hell to pull out of that. cap still doubts himself, still wonders if he's a bad person for trying to get away. he's still fighting it. recently, cap had a breakdown. he's doing much better now, but it was greatly compounded by these asshats adn what they had made him do and see. just like me, they took his money. but unlike me, captain mccool was stuck in it longer. cap's friends have told them off many times, but they still chase after him. still heckle him. they still hold that power of terror over him.
for that, i want to kick their asses. no one should live in fear of someone just reading what you had for lunch today. nobody.
nobody should have to hear that 'evil cap' is apparently casting 'evil magic' on some random middle school theatre shop. you shouldn't live with that over your head.
but it gets better.
let's call her bean.
let's call her bean. bean is someone who's already appeared in this story and plays a major part. bean is not jen, but bean is the last person you'd expect out of these to have taken this abuse. i am using the name bean because i am fairly sure bean does not want any of this known to the world either.
bean had it pretty good. jen respected bean, for a while. but. bean was also a workhorse at times.
one of the things bean had to do to bring home money was sell her blood. in state college there is a blood donation clinic. i went with bean but i know she went once every two weeks because that is the most often they will let you donate. jen could have donated herself, but she refused. bean paid for jen's red meat, toys and trinkets with HER BLOOD. the one time i went with bean i was going to do it myself- but because of a lot of crap that doctors did to me as a child i was too freaked out to go through with it.
but there bean sat, in a sterile chair, a tube running out of her arm like this was perfectly natural. i think it was 45$ for each donation. nobody should have to sell your BLOOD to survive, i'm sorry.
on top of this, bean still lives with them. bean lives in their attic, and jen ignores her now and goes to fuck the new girl angel. bean has to be very quiet. if she makes noise, they yell at her. for a while, bean almost thought about leaving. she was all prepared to go. she was going to pull out because she realized jen was only after her for her paycheck.
but jen's 'financial senses' went a-tingling and she sunk her hooks back in. beans friends were horriably dismayed, they wanted bean out. but unless someone wants to leave, there is no way to get them away from that. bean is still there, is now back to being stuck there. all we can do is hope that someday bean gets out and stops being part and parcel to the crap they do, but chances right now look slim. i hope that bean reads this and rather than getting angry and defensive wakes up, packs her bags, and walks like i did.
it can only get worse, man.
oh god this is so much longer than i thought it would be. but it has to be said.
the cult
jokingly, back int he days beforei knew what was going on, someone said it sounded like jen had a cult. haha, funny funny. not really. i've had a good long look at ex-cult.org in recent years, and it's a fucking cult. jen not only believed she was a fairy queen, but she was the last sorceress. and an alien magic user from the stars. and an angel. the would teach us all the right way to do things. only she could do it, anyone else was just wrong. hojo was her priest.
we could not talk to our families or friends. we had to give up all our money. we were brainwashed. we were controlled. we worked for the cult. we renounced our own beliefs and accepted jen's. anyone who argued was immediately against us. ie, aeris. aeris was BAD. ie, evil cap. cap left, now cap is EVIL. if you want a little cut and paste, just compare this to what i've told you.
SOME ABUSES OF RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS:-
1. ABUSE OF INDIVIDUALITY
They adopt a "groupness" mentality. They are not permitted to
think for themselves apart from the group and only accept what
they are told.
2. ABUSE OF INTIMACY
Relationships with friends, relatives, spouses, children,
parents etc are broken or seriously hampered.
3. ABUSE OF FINANCES
Pressure to give all you can to the group. In non-communal
groups, members usually live at the lower socio-economic strata,
not because of a lower income level, but because they are always
giving money to the group for some reason.
4. "US VERSUS THEM" MENTALITY
Isolation from the community in general. Anyone and
everything outside the group is seen as "of the devil" or
"unenlightened" etc. Their enemies now include former friends;
the Christian church; governments; education systems; the media
- the world in general. Those who are involved with these in any
way see such involvement as a "means to an end".
5. ABUSE OF TIME AND ENERGY
The group controls and uses almost all the members time and
energy in group activities. They are usually in a constant
state of mental and physical exhaustion.
6. ABUSE OF FREE WILL
They must unquestioning submit to the groups teachings and
directions and their own free will is broken. Their "will"
actually becomes the groups "will" without their realizing it.
This is done either by coercive methods including low protein diets
and lack of sleep, or over a period of time through
intimidation. Both methods make heavy use of "guilt".
small, yes. but a cult, yes. and they claim more and more all the time.
currently, i know there are at least two other girls in this group. angel, jen's 'new' girlfriend, and some chick from california. they are always looking for more. they patrol otherkin, otakukin, multipul, soulbonding...wtf have you communties where people are 'different' and would fit their mould of someone to joint he cult. they latch onto anyone creative or new to the ff7 fandom. it's the freaking ff7 tenticles of odessa.
i am not joking about any of this. i'm writing it to warn people. don't get sucked in like me or mr. mccool did.
okay...i'm winding down now.
how you can identify/avoid them
i will tell you one thing- if you refuse to go TO someone's house, you will never meet them. jen never goes to visit anyone. they have never attended a convention, despite constantly saying they will. you should not be afraid of running into them at a convention.
they are all in their aproximate twenties. jen is heavyset and on the taller side, with a pudgy face. last i knew her hair was long (about mid back) and brown. renee is also pudgy, but shorter, and with wirey, curlier hair. she wears glasses and when she smiles she wrinkles her nose, squints her eyes and shows her teeth (sometimes. if she's trying to be 'hojo' she just glares). i don't know much about angel or this new chick.
online, they own hojo.org and echthros.net. hojo's jounal is megmurry, jen's is always changing. they own the community fires_rekindled. hojo will also use the accounts echthros and hojit.
angel uses the account angelari although has about four thousand others we've found she MIGHT be nomanisamirage, and even if not, that is a person in their inner circle as they admin the fires_rekindled community and have hojo and jen friended.
jen is currently using shadow_dancing but like i said, it's always changing. you can tell jen by her extreme list of 'multipuls', quotes from songs, quick proclimation that she is in a harry potter house and acting like a cat in her user info. her interests also include the kinds of things she likes to lie about doing, like 'court dancing'. she also lists 'mako tanks' and 'lab coats' along with every final fantasy game ever (excluding my beloved XI ) in her interests. she is also using kronos_syndrome, but this is for one of her imaginary personalities so she will claim to be a man or various other things using it. her AIM is kronos syndrome. just to warn you.
lately jen seems to be claiming she has asberger's syndrome. don't be fooled. she is batshit crazy but this is NOT one of her problems.
(thanks marysia for the great online detectivework finding all these accounts!) hojo alone is pretty safe to talk to online, but be prepared to backpeddle very quickly.
they go by too many names to readily list. jen will claim she is any job under the sun. a doctor (because she has a labcoat), a teacher, a pilot, a priestess, an artist, a voice actor. usually more than one of these at one time. hojo is more modest. they currently live in a fairly large farm house in PA, but i don't know what town exactly. it is not state college any longer. they have cats.
usually jen will try to contact people via phone as quickly as possiable.
if ANYONE who seems KIND of flakey says 'spend some time at my house' BAIL IMMEDIATELY. i will never trust people online like i did before i met these people.
they do not like people who netspeak. if you want to try to gracefully back out, try netspeaking for a while. or pretending to be really really stupid and blunt and say stuff like 'lol magic iz not real' or 'card tricks yeah my bruthr doesthos' or something.
in Mr. McCool's case, one of his best friends could NOT bring himself to liking them. he tried real hard, but jtus couldn't do it. a good tip-off is if your friends seem to think they're flakey and don't like them, there is a reason for this.
any of the people who have any experiences with them i've left out, feel free to comment with it. i'll add it up here. once sheezy is back up, i'll cross post this. i plan to make this a specific website too. i want to get the word out. i'm four years past these people, but that doesn't mean they're gone. they can still hurt other people. i feel guilty having not said something before now.
seriously. someone read this, someone realize who you've been talking too, someone get saved.
---
EDIT
i actually RAN OUT OF SPACE writing, so i am starting a new entry on this. i will link it in a second. www.livejournal.com/users/genkicrack/339703.html
Now that thats all the what do you think? Do you think its false, or what? You decide.